26 June 2009

another dr apt

SO. Where to begin. I took the long way home from the dr as I tried to compose myself. I am so confused and worried and mad all at once. I went today to get some sort of an answer. Not holding my breath for the dots to be completely connected but just hoping for something. What did i get? NOTHING!! I was told to suck it up.

I saw a different dr today and she told me that according to my blood work that I am not diabetic. Thats great but doesn't explain why my sugar goes so high for no reason. She thinks it is probably my liver causing the sugars to go so high even when I haven't eaten. So, she made sure the referral for gastro was in and told me to head done there to get my apt set. The lady there was so nice. She really tried to help me but she can't force the computer to give me an apt if the gastro dr REFUSE to see me. Thats right, they looked at my blood work and said they don't need to see me. That my liver is fine and there isn't a cause for concern and to repeat the CT in 3 months. WHAT!!! So, she took me down the hall to talk to one of the nurses and she said there is nothing she can do either. She is going to email my Dr and tell him whats going on and to call me to explain because I am concerned. Of course I am concerned!!! You keep telling me that something wrong with me and I need to see a specialist yet then I am told that I can't see them. What am I to do? I am more confused now and not sure what to do. I know that things happen after the type of surgery I had. I get that, but how can we control whats going on when the DR DOESN'T EVEN KNOW WHAT IS WRONG!!!! I am so upset and lost at this point. I just want answers.

1 comments:

Diabetes said...

i think you could control that by changing your meal .